Kath's love :D

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

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Hmm is really quiet sad that -NeeT-ZhU quited fam today..

mama (-NeeT-xTea) is really sadd..

maybe one day he will come back bahh..

as what i told him no matter what he is facing don't run away,

must face de facts reality.

so what he choose i will suport him bahh..

cause i have the no right from stopping him its his life not mine ..

but still ya,

hope he choose the correct way of his life path.

today not many thing happen,

but still yea. I MISS HIM!!!!

he does'nt even cares about me / and how i felt...

i don't know when will my this kind of feeling stop

how.. really missed him ..

nv see him for 1 whole week le!!!

omfg what should i do from

thinking of him!! anyone can teach me?

HOW!!!!! i am soo ..

hais.. just don't why this guy make me fell so deep and hard..

life bahh.. its really soo unfair..

now days people ask me go out,

i don't even dare to go out.. haiiss..

school? finding..

Job? finding..

everything is in de progress.. of finding..

how about my love?

issit ready to be in the progress of finding?..

i think its never gona be finding..

it will only keep missing.. and waiting..

i am starting to wear more mask..

all my fake smile.. all my fake make up.. just to cover my eye black..

is all fake..

my world is always soo dark..

when will i see the light bub light up again?

like last time we use to be together? ..

shadows are all around me ..

i wan it to go away it really make my tear drop..

all i find love is from my boyf. but i really can't find love at home

i don't know why also ? ..

haha i am soo stupid got such a mother loves me

is only i don't know how to use de love

how i wish me and him now still together..

but wish is always a wish..

it will never come true...

you know what when people's birthday,

after you away de light and

most of the parents will ask you to make a wish

and most people believe that the wish you make will come true..

i don't believe in it.. that why my birthday wish i just close my eyes and said

" i wish nothing , only wan money & love " that all ..

in the end it still.. lol no love no money

so i learn birthday that time i shall wish

" i wish i can die now "

-sign off-

24thOctober's lovee . (♥) '