My face is just trying to act happy?
or is really that i am happy?.
life.. really bring alot of fake smile?
maybe is trying show him how happy i am..
but the fact is i am not happy..
my eye black is getting damn obvious.
cus everynight not sleeping..
crying bahh.. can euu see de pain inside me ..?
when euu wanted to brk? or maybe just lose feelings?
i may nt be like other gals.. knoe how to sweettalk.
get ur feelings back..
iie don't..
de facts i am telling euu now is..
i love you..
maybe still love you inside my heart..
but you? do you?
really hard for me to let you go.. everynight thinking of
de things we did last time..
de place we go..
de thing euu gave me..
bunny?.. sweet? lolipop.. iie nevar even eat it..
you knoe y i nv gave you back de things you give me?
cus iie wan them to be wif me everyday.. at least let me see them..
cus 1st guy hu make me deep in love is you bahh? how many tear
i hab been dropping.. blood? ...
nahh iie don't slash ..
as i knoe i must start fesh..
but inside me still loving you deep.
4get me bahh... but i will nt 4get you..
iie will wait till you come back too me?
i hab no guts to say it all infront your face
cus i am scared you would nt hear..
maybe tat is wad cassandra say de true love bahh..
true love is even when your brk euu still hab a strong deep feelings fer him..
even he loves you no more.. but iie do..
is my fate same as cassandra going fall for this guy for a long time?..
iie cannt say it hu.. cus he dun allow me to say it too other ppl we stead..
iie must always keep it a mi mi ..
you knoe is how hard for me..?
but its ok..
pls.. someone bring me away..
iie hab been wifout him fer 3 days..
25 th Feb 2009... 3 iie hate this date..
hu ever going ask me fer stead on 25th.. no matter how much i love you
i will reject you!..
-sign off-