My mum keep calling me find school, not that i don't wan to find is just that will de school wan me? life really makes me pissed off.. how? i today did a bad thing ><>slash myself again .. ok it really stupid and silly.. don't scold me ok ? .. i am so scared.. hais my mind so tired.. i feel like giving up everything that i have now, alot people says i am so lucky to have my mum, yes i know she is a very good mother, who cares about family stuff, not like other mothers don't give a damn about family like to go out and shop.. do things they like. this kind of mothers really hopless . i am so glad to have her sometime maybe sometime people not so perfect bah. or i misunerstand her? ... but sill can't like that one mah.. keep say my bad then don't really care how i feel it really hurt me alot.. i am soo stress of school , family , relationship , work .. how what should i do? to make my life more happy and not so stress .. friends ? .. hahaha funny.. she cares? LOLL. maybe bah ><>stress and full of hates and lies

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