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Saturday, February 28, 2009

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Its nite 10:54 pm
not late but i am still not tired after i eat my medicine
eeeww purple colour one YUCKS! the teast is like
OMG~look at all the photo i post the eye black.!
D: still looking for job.. but yet no one wants me.
i felt so hopless.. am i ? hais..
the doctor give me de medicine eat le i feel like vomiting..
feeling soo sick.. when will my illness get well..
thinking and crying
jimmy says " Is just 1 guy, there is 2 million guys out there! "
but the problem is .. How? i really love him everyday everynite thinking
even de sweet he gave me everyday look at it de bunny , de letter,
de rose , even de piggybank..
sweet.. lolipop { strawberry favour } i keep it in frige..
scared it will melt.. w/o frige it will gone..
it just like my heart.. w/o frige the sweet will melt..
the love we make. hougang mall.. plaza sing.. my house.
full of your shadow..
people out there teaching me how to let you go..
"get a new one find a boyf. .
go in audi make rm : I wan a BOYF. can i? ..
try and let go you silly biitch. dun be soo narrow minded"
tat wad "somepeople" says..
i dk you got read my blog or not..
but my words for you is ..
i really love you .. you know?
Jimmy, Shao xiang.
i am trying to let go.. give me time? ...
even though i may nt be like other girls so perfect out there.
but i really tried my best
your may nt wait for me. but i will be waitiing my heart is dead..
when he will never come back..
i will really try to let go.
let time show us everything? ..
i am not a very good girlf.
not very good at sweettalking.. not very good at study.. my future is blind
i have no goals. i ha no hopes
i have nothing but i just wan a love?..
when will i get it back? my last time the trust in guys?
i hope soon bahh ..

-sign off-

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