Kath's love :D

Friday, February 27, 2009

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Morning all [:

wake up by a good morning message!

haha..

today i feel like meeting cassandra

and tell her how i felt.. but maybe

she just have no time for me bahh! ?

try asking her later!

i still cannot get over the relationship wif me and him..

why do i hab such a strong feelings

for him?

am i so sick .. i find it ,its a sickness..

but i really do miss him & love him..

keep thinking when will him come back to me again.. maybe casandra will call me nt to wait

but its reali very hard , you know?

hard for me to get over of him..

is like i am still unable to get a new relationship,

people asked me for stead but i really don't wish,

cus i am really scared to have a new one and it get hurt again..

i am a gal .. even your / alot my friends think that i am strong,

but the fact is i am not , shall i try and get one new relationship?

and starts all over again?

i scared of history may comes back? ..

even i find a new relationship, he may have my body..

but not my weak heart..

GUYS! hais.. when will your earn back the trust in my heart again?

or its a never? ..

y am i like unable to sleep well cus of him..

unable to do things well cus of him..

y is all this happening to me? last time i am not like that!

life seems soo many changes..

soo many hard works to get all over undone.

once gals heart gone deep into de trip.. its never gonna take it out?..

i am scared! to hab new relationship again..

totaly don't dare to have it..

family.. nahh the care? yea they do..

but de ways they care de ways they say things

it my hurt me through! ..

they just need to learn how to communcite( don't know how speell)

with me.

haha de sweet you gave me is still inside my heart.

& de last lolipop you gave me..

i don't wan to eat..

keep it inside my deep deep heart..

even though its weak but it can take it..

take it all your love..

my heart is onli full of yours..

no one can go in.. cus it already full of you..

my mind , my mind and most impt is my heart..

they all will be waiting for you to come back again

maybe you won't but they will just wait ..

and wait..

wait..

till you comes back..

i will keep everything tat you gave me

and wait.

its silly i knoe

to wait for a guy when he loves you no more..

or maybe he hab a stead le? ..

hahaha laughing at myself for being soo stupid and silly..

but how? .. i am willing no one can stop it?

i am stress wif all my stuff..

stress with you . stress with schools , stress with work..

and family..

i just need a shouder to support me.. to hold me tight..

but you are gone. hard to be back..

iloveyou boy.

-sign off-

24thOctober's lovee . (♥) '