Kath's love :D

Sunday, March 1, 2009

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Just come back frm dinner with my mum& stepfather.

eventhough we don't talk much but ya..

we still do go for eating sometime.

new year, i am always alone at home.. they 2 all busy with work.

who gives a damn about me.

you know what i hate?

eating alone.. is like hell to me, i don't know why too..

but just feel not good when i am alone eating.

haha today still de same.. miss him..

Oh i think he got new stead le bahh? i dk D:

but how still can't forget about him. my heart feeling so suan..

tmr going kkh with cassandra maybe will tell her how i felt.

she sure say that i am silly.. or what so ever.

but i know tat if i can't let go a guy i must'nt hab a stead ..

is like not being tiongxim to him.. cheating his feeling well my whole heart is not with him

will you like it if your stead still keeps thinking or missing her/his ex will you like?

no rite? hais.. i feeling soo pissed off when i know he got new stead ><

his mouth says don't have but i can feel he have..

his msn pms they way he talk its show it all..

how... what should i do? give up or don't give up?

people still down there waiting for my answer.

even i give up on him , but i don't have de guts to accept another new relationship!

i am sorry for those people that is waiting..

but.. love is really hard to get over

when you really falls hard enouff to get over of it.

stop telling me to get over and forget him

cus its really hard!.. the more you call me to get over him

the more i hate you.. so get what i am trying to say?

one more thing i really hate people anyhow touch me..

only my stead can? you get it?

not that i am trying to aviod you or what

is just i don't like..

i really can't wait to tomorrow i wan to meet cassandra up

really missing her like fuck ! haha ><

so scared i am a lesbo :x

but cfm i am not ?

i really treat all my relationship seriously

no matter is friends or stead i treat it like my life..

so yea.. cassandra was in trobble i was always by her side

ask her ..

when i was nt by her side? i never left her alone to face tai ji or stuff..

cus i love her..

she see le must be very happy :x haha.

anyway me still trying to forget himm..

is in de process..

-sign off-

24thOctober's lovee . (♥) '