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Friday, August 7, 2009

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Hmm..
today see SAMH conseller.
ok i know my illness.
but sometimes my mum
seems like does't care at all.
i felt sad when my mum go wif me
to see conseller and on the way back
saying things like " they talking rubbish "
it hurts me.
even i also dont wan to have this kind
of mood swing.
but..
you see sometimes thing is not like you wan
and it will come true.
thats life.
know what i am sick of seeing doctor.
my mum and stepdad does't even care ?
sometime just felt that i am not their childs
who does not wan a family who cares for them
but mine family ?
everyone is busying earning money,
they says that they earn money for me.
but is this what i wan ?
i wan their time not money
does money give me happniess ?
NO ?
hais. i just felt sad..
everytime i see doctor
i will feel some werid feeling
i dont wan to see them ?
talk about my stuff ?
it sux.
sometime people tell me
they will be wif me..
but....
all there promise is soo fake
like ex give me soo many promise.
now ppl promise me thing i dont dare
to believe.
its hard.
i just wan to keep everything in myself.
i am single child.
alot people hear that they will say this :
" WOW soo lucky arhh ur mum and dad must love you alot "
-pui- arhh!
loveme alot..
ok ok laa -.-
sometime they dont even care.
i know adult will say,
" they busy ma "
then contuine say
" no work how earn moeny for you "
-.-
adult dont even know " now child "
feeling ! zzzzz.
GOD help me D:

24thOctober's lovee . (♥) '